I feel good, I feel great, I feel wonderful

One of my favorite movies of all time is called What About Bob? Staring Bill Murray. It is about a man that has similar characteristics to Monk, a favorite TV show of mine, scarred of everything. He has gone through many psychologists, who go crazy trying to help him get better. At the beginning of the movie, Bob's psychologist gives Bob's file to "the best" psychologist in town, and Bob begins to meet with him. Bob is then seen walking out of his apartment saying,

I Feel Good, I Feel Great, I Feel Wonderful


Like he is trying to convince himself that everything is great, though he has many phobias. I can't really compare myself to Bob at all because I am not really scared of many of the things he was scared of. My fears lie in myself, and how I might let someone down or do poorly in a class or sport. I remind myself a lot of how wonderful this life, the Lord has given me, really is. If you're my friend on Facebook, you'll know I say things like, "Life is good" a lot! It's one of my favorite things to say, whether it really is a good day or a bad day. This is because I feel like if it is a good day then everyone should know that life really is wonderful, and if it is a bad day then I need to remind myself that I really do feel good, great, and wonderful.

Today was one of those wonderful days, one of those really wonderful days. I woke up and did insanity, which I love doing because it gets me ready for the day. I went to my history class, and I learned a little I guess... Then I got to go to my soils lab. I got to play with dirt, again, and that was super fun. I then had the chance to study and do some homework with Cam for an hour before going to my group meeting for my project. Here I learned that I am an Extrovert, Senser, Feeler, and Perceiver. If you don't know what those are, then it means I am not an introvert, intuitive, thinker, or judger. It also means I can't really focus on one thing really well :D. I then got to do some reading with Cam, and I got to walker her home. Being with her actually might be the main and whole reason my day was wonderful. Though after she went to play tennis, I caught up with a friend, and I went and played frisbee. I LOVE FRISBEE! It is just so... exhilarating. I might be bloody and sweaty afterwards, but I didn't mind, it's worth it. My knees might hate me tomorrow when I do insanity again, but again it was worth it.

I then got to talk to Cam on the phone, she really is amazing! She is the reason I feel good, and why I feel great, because she is wonderful!!

Falling in Love

So anyone that knows me, knows that I may be the worst dater of all time. T-H-E W-O-R-S-T! I don't know what it is about me, but for some reason, I start liking a girl, and I think she starts liking me. When I think she starts liking me, I guess I start to get super excited, and I just want to be around her 24/7. This is definitely not the way to do things, at least it hasn't been a good way of doing things.Good things are only good in moderation, and I feel like I am good :) but definitely only good in moderation, especially my semi-crazy side. Anyways, during this time of being around 24/7, I kind of fall for the girl. That is usually when things go awry. Though I just keep falling.

Falling in Love


What the heck does this phrase even mean. I hear it all the time in songs, my favorite may be by Elvis or the A Teens, "Can't Help Falling in Love." Love isn't something that should be associated with falling, it should be associated with floating, rising, or... flying! The songs should all change to be, "Can't Help Flying in Love." Now that I've thought about that a little, I think I'm going to replace Falling with Flying every time I hear falling in love or at least try. It may be a smart idea.Now there is zero negative connotation to the best feeling in the world.

As most of you reading this may have guessed, I have started to do this again. I feel like it is going amazingly! I met her while at work at the Marriott Center. She worked only the games that were over the Christmas holiday, and I didn't really talk to her until the second game. I was her supervisor, and I'm not going to lie, the only one I really felt like talking to that day. She was standing in portal H or J, and every time I did a round, I came and talked to her for a while. At the end of the game, my sister-in-law, Sarah, came up to me and said, find a date and take her to YogurtLand (because BYU scored over 80 points). I turned straight around and thought, I'll ask her! So I did, and she said yes. So we went and had frozen yogurt on the 21st of December and played ping pong. To be honest, I didn't really think I'd see her much after that. She was super cute, and she was fun, but I found out she was a little younger than I previously thought, and I thought I would creep her out if I did ask her on another date... Turns out, I saw her again at the next game, and I told her that we should hang out after Christmas, she said yeah we should. After we hung out again, I asked her on another date... I kept asking, and she kept saying yes. It has been only a month, and she knows me better than most of my friends, and I know her pretty well, too. I have definitely started flying in love with her... I'm telling you it will catch!

For my information, not yours, these are significant days again...

First time we met December 17, 2011, but I don't remember that one, I mostly remember the one on December 20, 2011 where I talked to her almost the whole game.
First date, as said before December 21, 2011
First time we cuddled was December 28, 2011
First time we held hands was January 9, 2012 (this is when she made me go to the emergency room for my chin... best decision ever!)
First time I kissed her was January 13, 2012 (our date was on Thursday, but it happened just after midnight... and it was actually the perfect first kiss!)

So life is amazing right now, I might be the most blessed person ever. I have the best family, friends, and life ever! It just keeps getting better, and I don't know how that is possible, but it does! God must have something special planned for me. No more falling though, only flying!